Thursday, June 30, 2005
SUSPECTING....
It is no suprise that Xin Hong and Hui Ping appear to get along pretty well. What a despo he is. He is definately eyeing her. I can feel it. And it's not only me who suspecting something. The two closes friends of mine when it comes to relationship, Fadhil & Izwan both sense it too. I of course as xin hong's friend would at least wanna know that he likes her or not. I have given her up already. But as a friend, I dislike when somebody keeps a secret like that for me. It ain't pretty when i find out. If they tell me, I will wish them all the best(The same way I reacted when HuiPing and Uma did the prank on me last year on MY BIRTHDAY!). Yes, I will be sad, but I will get over it. I will wish them good luck. I'll tell Xin Hong that if he breaks her heart, I'll break his leg(I really might do it). I only want the best for my formerly known friend I regard as my sweet sis. How much I would give to return to the days she called me 'kor'... I feel so comforted when I recall those wonderful times we spent together in the past. We were siblings that vowed to help each other. We had made a pact(A pact which i'm almost sure she'd forgotten). We promised that if any one of us needed the others help, we would be there for one another. Regardless of time, whether it is midway trough my tution, mid-way through dinner or midnight. I will push everything aside and go to her side(I'll still do it if she'd needed me nowdays). That is my love for her. I call it unconditional love. Since we can't be together, this friendship is something i hold so deep in my heart. And Even though this sibling love between us doesn't exsist in her mind, it will always stay litted in my heart. (She now has 2 siblings
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Friday, June 24, 2005
A shredded past will lead to a bright future
Found out that Xin Hong went out with uma and Hui Ping. Got another target in sight? Um... Whether it's Hui Ping or Xin Hong i dunno... Most probably Xin Hong... Since he said he wanted to go 'fishing'... Not that i care anything about it... Gotta admit I feel a pinch of jealously but it's time to shred my past and look forward to a bright future. Just like the first few phrases of 'Inside your heaven'... "I've been down, but now I'm blessed. I felt a revelation coming round." I've been down, not quite feeling that blessed yet. But I am looking for that revelation.
The way yesterday went was fun. Left the house at 10.30 after watching Star Wars episode 3 for the 7th time. The Kevin, my neighbour needed to finish his work. So spent another hour at delwyn's house, my other neighbour, then we left for bowling. 4 spares and 3 strikes. Quite happy. Especially with my last game. 76 points if i recall. Oh, then after that rush to supercuts to cut hair. Shorter and nicer. no need to mud or gel still nice.
Ji-Sung Park has signed a 4 year deal worth 7.75 million. The 4 million pound signing insist he ain't in england for buisness. He is gonna perform on the pitch.
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Manchester United transfer saga:
Owen: I want to join United
Michael Owen has revealed he wants to join Manchester United. The England striker is starting to accept his Real Madrid career is drawing to a close. And a source close to the former Liverpool star, 25, said: "It looks like Real are ready to sell. If that is the case, he has a hankering to play for United. He does realises it wouldn't go down too well with the Anfield fans who used to idolise him but that is something he is prepared to live with. He enjoys partnering Rooney with England and would love to link up with him at club level." A move to Old Trafford would enable Owen to live in his £5 million luxury mansion Lower Soughton Hall in Flintshire with his bride-to-be Louise Bonsall and their two year-old daughter Gemma. United are thought to be closing in on Owen with a £15 million bid – though Real Madrid would like Ruud Van Nistelrooy to be part of an exchange package. But the sale of United striker Louis Saha to Everton is the deal which could open the way for Owen to bolster Sir Alex Ferguson's strike force.
Park deal so close
Manchester United are signing South Korean star Ji-Sung Park on a four-year deal - as they thrash out a fee with Dutch giants PSV Eindhoven. United have been allowed to sort out personal terms with the high-energy midfielder who has agreed to join them immediately. PSV have yet to accept United's offer for him but are expected to come to an agreement at around £4.5million this week. Park told PSV he would like to move now rather than leave them for nothing in a year when his contract runs out.
Michael Owen
Ji Sung-Park
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
United's new goalkeeper
Name:Edwin Van der Sar
Age:34
Caps: 96 for Holland Goals: O
Clubs: Ajax, Juventus, Fulham & Manchester United
Fee: 3 million pounds
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Friday, June 10, 2005
The lord has blessed me with good friends
I have always had great friends around me to get through the broken road. And I love them all. They are the ones who get me through and I will do the same for them.
Take this as a testimonal. First, to Bing Lin, Junyi, Ken and Glenn. You have been by my side from the very first day I stepped into Bartley. You are my truly wonderful friends and I will treasure you guys.
Then, to Hui Ping, although we have had our ups and downs, I'm glad to know that we would always be good friends. I have realised my mistake and will not repeat them again. You have my word on that. Forgive me. I care for you and am happy whenever you are. You have been there in my dullest moments and i will return the favour someday.
To fadhil, Since sec 3, you have been the closes thing to a brother. Thanks for being there for me buddy. YXHV, although I barely remember you in Kindergarden, you are a good friend and we will let all past problems aside.
A special shout to Ming Wei, who has helped me numerous times. You are my older brother that is younger than my oldest brother and you are a friend sent by god and I hope you convert to Christianity or become a catholic(perferred :>). but the decision is yours and i'll respect it.
And for those i didn't mention, you are not forgotten, just dun wanna this entry to be too long.... I love all of you too and I will never forget you guys!
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
New storyline for the future
As most of my friends and family will know, I wanna become a scriptwriter/producer/author. I have gotten inspiration from the chinese show "Portrait of home"
1) A story about a Private Investigator and how his life changes with love
2) A story on how much love can change a person. When someone loves a person, it is difficult, near impossible task to get him/ her to change
Well, I write it out in case i forget about these 2 storylines which I plan to write after the exams. You may ask why is it all love stories? Well, In the past I use to write friction like my stories Dreamworld, star wars: Jedi Freedom Fighters etc. Or even Soccer involved like The team of Dream and Sports Connection. But love is something I hold deep in my heart. It happens all around you. Everywhere you go. If you could see love as a person, there is no way you could see the sky. Also, Love is something I am continuously pursuing. And I hope on day, I can catch it. Whether it's tomorrow, after the 'O's, during my poly life or post NS, I will continue to be patient and resilent. Hopefully, it can be with the person I can love forever. End here on my second entry today... tata! Oh, by the way, if you wonder why I chose 'Alone' as my song instead of 'inside your heaven', it's because it sings out my life. I'm alone...
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Today went bowling with Eclair, Xue min, winston, Fadhil and Xin Hong. We had loads of fun. I was the lowest scorer in the first of 3 games, despite getting a strike. After that, I started focusing. I topped the second game and drew with xin hong at 4th spot in the final set. Going again on monday, hope Eclair can go with me and Fadhil. Might wanna get bowling shoes as it cost a buck to rent them. The ball is not neccessary as it is free there. Must train more, maybe with Clement, the pro.
United's new era has arrived. Dutch and former Fulham worldclass goalkeeper, Edwin van der Sar has joined United for 2 million pounds with his sight set on emulating peter schemichel's record. They are also very close to signing Korean midfielder Ji Sung-Park for 3 million pounds.
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