The silent soccer site

Sunday, July 31, 2005

A stressful weekend

friday, saturday sunday... 3 days, 6 different assignments to accomplish. In three days, I have to complete my DnT folio, which is far from done. Two full maths paper 2... A practice on speech for situational writing, social studies homework, not to mention studies for the upcoming BLOCK test. But at least it was less stressful in church. I felt so calm. After coming off a tough week, I put everything aside and let the lord inside me, calm me down, give me strength and send me on my way to the finishing line. I've got some way to go on the race track. But the finish line is in sight. In three months time, I can snap the ribbon and take the long three month stroll to collect my results. My DnT folio is half complete now, 11/26 left... should be done by monday night. RUUD out!!!

Latest news:
Urawa Diamonds 0-2 Manchester United
Baptisa, Robinho join Real.
Manchester United attempting to sign Michael Ballack.
Manchester City sign Vassell, Andy Cole.
Cristiano Ronaldo to sign new five year deal with United.
Ji Sung-Park scores first united goal in asian tour.
United slump to Antlers in tremor-ous game.
Antlers 2-1 Manchester United
F.A. Premier league Asia cup:
1st) Bolton Wanderers
2nd) Thailand U-23
3rd)Manchester City
4th) Everton

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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Thanks for all who stood by me

I saw nothing on my blog that was said. The think that angers me is the guilty plead their innocent. You can fool others, but not yourself. I have enough evidence, and I dun wish to say anymore. I have one thing left to say, to Ser Chong and Yi Ling, I have made a grave mistake which at that time, I failed to notice. I didn't mean no harm and I apologise. From the bottom of my heart, if you read this, I mean no harm. But a special shout to Wesley, Junyi, Bing Lin, Dilshad, Izwan and Fadhil. You guys showed that you really are my true friends. I was blinded and decieved by a lie. But this situation has helped me see whom I can trust. Thanks again. I wish no longer to bring this up anymore. I used to have this phrase as the center of my life. And now I do the same. It appears all this was fated to test myself. And my friends.

FATE CHANGES EVERYTHING
EVERYTHING CHANGES FATE

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

REAl or FAKE???

Xin Hong and Hui Ping??? Together??? Is it for real or juz an act? Why do they always have to put an act. To make me jealous??? I guess they find it fun to toy with others feelings. And that isn't right!!! Everyone knows that jokes are jokes. But toying with emotions and personal insults are going over the edge. And to think that my formerly known 'sis' still goes along with it... After all the care and concern I shower her with, this is how she repays me. It ain't the first time she's done that. I still remember the heartbreaking prank pulled on my birthday. That really hurt me emotionally. I have forgiven her and to think she'd try it again. Well, I really ain't affected no more. But you guys leave my blood boiling. So what if you got a much stronger guy with you??? Do you really think that i can't take him on if we were to square up? Mano-a-Mano? You think juz because he is big, he'll win? Well, I ain't saying I'd win, but it will be no one sided affair. However, I am not one who will start a fight. But if I have to defend myself I will. Just stop medalling with me and I can care less if you two get married. I want the two of you to stay outta my face!!!

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

A new girl I fancy

Only two people will know who she is. I will not reveil who just in case the latter stumbles upon this blog. A clue is that she is in sec 5 and is good in chinese. So you try to guess. She is around the same height as someone in 4e2. She is not someone I know very well despite being in the same class for 4 years. So, I would really want to get to know you better, I just need that chance. I have had a crush since june on you. I hope we both will soon have a chance.

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

Those who tried and failed knows.....
That I ain't easy to prank!!!

Those who tried has failed... Those who wants to try, better save your bills. Those who think I'm stupid, they are likewise. Those who thinks I'm blind, check if you can see yourself in the mirror. Those who thinks I'm deaf, please dig your eyes. Those who think I'm not around, better check twice. I am the cerebral assasin... I know who is who... I know their agenda... I know who are those that are trustworthy... And I know those who are traitors... I know I have yet to establish myself... But rest assured, when I decide to strike, there ain't no escape... When you decide to submit, I ain't going to release you... I'll break you inside out... A simple warning, don't mess with my feelings, my personal life. Or I'll decipitate you....

Wow... Probably the most sensible entry... But I mean what I mean, pranks are fun and all but don't overdo it. If anyone ever mess around with my personal feelings or my emotions again, they'll regret it... XHP... Watch out...

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Clear from rumours... for now

It's a mixed feeling but i feel both good and and sad that i'm temporarily clear from rumours of me and Hui Ping. It's now Xin Hong taking my place. I dunno if i should be happy or sad, I assume tomorrow, or today rather, they going cycling again... together. Haiz~~ But at least it's training me to ignore and concentrate on my studies. It's like, HuiPing and xin hong going cycling, wes and co watching F4, and I'm the only one cropped up at home studying, finding some time now and then to go online to update my blog... Haiz~~ Hope got more visitors here soon, so they can experience my suffering... 3 months, call me soiya if u want but I really gotta get my 12-14 points. Impossible? We can dare to dream... And dreams can come true. This is one within the limit.

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Monday, July 04, 2005

How to spoil a good day

Not that hard really to spoil youth day.
1) Tell your friend you decided not to follow you to bowling after saying yes 2 days ago.
2) Bowling score su*k hard.
3) Get your leg, arm and thumb injured throwing a gutter ball.
4) Go to smelly staircase to lan shop and walk up and down. In the end no space.
5)Go to another lan shop, also no space. waste 45 cents bus money.
6) Go home yourself because others wanna wait till 3.30.
7)Reminded of painful memories while walking home.

Sometimes I don't understand why I got the worst luck. Yesterday my godpa boost about how my cuz top his class. he's I think sec 1. Big f***ing deal!!! I must be the one to fail all my sub!!! Even EL!!! Then someone who I thought was my close friend turns and ignores me. It stinks! Then today, I can't even cook my own noodles! Must have someone at home. I can do it myself. First boil water over fire, put in noodles, put in ingredient, then egg, then off fire, use glove to pour noodle out and then eat. And now I'm sitting in front of the computer, bored outta my mind, typing this entry. At the mood I'm in how to study! Really, I think getting into a relationship will slove all my problems. I would be able to stop focusind on HP and carry on with my studies. I've said enough... Not like anyone will visit my blog...

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

A sweet farewell-Will miss Miss Low

Miss Low has left us for London. Hehe, it sounds like a soccer club bidding farewell to their star player. But I assure you I feel like we've lost someone important. She was so crucial to the rise of 5N1. She was with us for 3 and a half years. And we love her. I do at least. Most of the chinese class was there. Even Wei Ming. I woke up at 3, got ready at met the 21 other miss low taught students from our class. it was great to meet up with Wei Ming again. Missed him... We chatted a bit, in chinese and pracrticed for oral. hehe. At 5.30, Miss Low arrived. Dino gave her a farewell gift with 'gift spelled as 'gife'... we booed him for getting such a simple word wrong... It was a rather emotional farewell. She shook everyone's hand and we formed two rows to see her off. Like guard of honours. When inside she turned and waved 7 times. I think she got cry... Lots of us did... mostly the girls. I kept my tears to myself. Then after walking to the train and being mimiced by the guys, we went to bedok for lunch. Bing, Glenn, Erick, Dino, wei Hong took cab. I took train with Ken. I stopped at Paya Lebar and meet Uma, Josephine, HP there. As expected, she didn't whisper a word to me. When got home, Bing SMS me ask me to tell them if i reached home safely. I dunno If I should be happy or fustrated. Did they think I was young and can't take care of myself? Or were they just caring as a clan should be??? Dunno lar... End here... Bye Miss Low! Will get your e-mail and will keep in touch!

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Friday, July 01, 2005

NDP theme song 2005
Reach for the skies

If you like the song your hearing, it's this year's NDP song. Go to http://www.ndp.org.sg to hear it out. Go to communicate and songs. It's there. You can see the video too. Enjoy!

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